I know last message I said this, but I'm still going down hill. My mental health hasn't been this low since May and June. I feel like I'm not here for anyone and I haven't talked to my only friend in a week and I'm starting to get sick. I stay up late wake up early and the cycle continues. Until I get to this point to where I completely break down. If I don't post for a while I'm so sorry,but I haven't taken care of myself and I really need to. I love you so so much thx. ❤❤❤