I'm 38, Mother of 5, 3 boys & 2 girls. I have depression & anxiety.  BTS is everything to me besides my kids. If I had money I would be a crazy fan buying everything but I'm happy just listing to their song's and watching Run BTS on youtube. I also watch kdrama, cdrama, jdrama & bldrama. My favorite author is Angel48183 her books helps with my anxiety and helps me deal with it in my way. I have read all her books and staring to reread again. I'm saving money now to buy her books. All that has to deal with the Gray Brothers. There is like think 40 something books that collide with the Gray Brothers.