Anddddd here i am after almost 2 years broker and beyond by the only shadow of my past .
"Youre lucky " other people says "he is handsome rich and most importantly he loves you so Much"
I wanna scream at them that he doesn't love me he is doing it because i rejected him , but is useless nobody believed me back then, nobody believes me now and nobody is going to believe me in the future .
The most important thing right now is that when i see myself on the mirror i see someone else not me.