Jennifer_Mota

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It's 2019 and this is the first time I'm on this website  since the year 2014??
          	
          	I can't explain the nostalgia I feel when on this website. The memories that just flooded into my head and the feelings that are overflowing my heart with warmth.
          	
          	I vaguely remember these days of writing fan fiction and pulling all nighters to read the works of others. I vaguely remember the feeling of wanting to be away and be the people in these stories. 
          	
          	As I feel those feelings of joy and happiness, I also feel this sadness beginning to take over. 
          	
          	When I created this account I was only 12 in 2013. 
          	
          	Now it is 2019. 
          	I have my drivers license.
          	I just graduated high school.
          	I just visited Spain.
          	I am 18 years old.
          	I am about to begin my first year at college. 
          	
          	I am terrified of the new things in my life and the harsh life lessons that I was forced to learn. I am extremely sad that I am no longer 12, that I am no longer a child but a grown up. I am sad that my childhood is ending and that the memories that once made me happy and excited are being pushed to the side for my anxiety of adulting.
          	
          	I don't know who still goes to this website to read fan fictions about you tubers and singers? I don't know who uses this website to escape their fucked up life to  visit fantasies and alt universes they wish were apart of. 
          	
          	If there are any 12 year olds reading this I just want you to know, enjoy this time. From a once 12 year old that obsessed about wattpad, I just want you to enjoy the time you have reading these stories, like how I once did. 
          	
          	This is 18 year old me and I just want to say, thank you for the memories.

Jennifer_Mota

this message may be offensive 
It's 2019 and this is the first time I'm on this website  since the year 2014??
          
          I can't explain the nostalgia I feel when on this website. The memories that just flooded into my head and the feelings that are overflowing my heart with warmth.
          
          I vaguely remember these days of writing fan fiction and pulling all nighters to read the works of others. I vaguely remember the feeling of wanting to be away and be the people in these stories. 
          
          As I feel those feelings of joy and happiness, I also feel this sadness beginning to take over. 
          
          When I created this account I was only 12 in 2013. 
          
          Now it is 2019. 
          I have my drivers license.
          I just graduated high school.
          I just visited Spain.
          I am 18 years old.
          I am about to begin my first year at college. 
          
          I am terrified of the new things in my life and the harsh life lessons that I was forced to learn. I am extremely sad that I am no longer 12, that I am no longer a child but a grown up. I am sad that my childhood is ending and that the memories that once made me happy and excited are being pushed to the side for my anxiety of adulting.
          
          I don't know who still goes to this website to read fan fictions about you tubers and singers? I don't know who uses this website to escape their fucked up life to  visit fantasies and alt universes they wish were apart of. 
          
          If there are any 12 year olds reading this I just want you to know, enjoy this time. From a once 12 year old that obsessed about wattpad, I just want you to enjoy the time you have reading these stories, like how I once did. 
          
          This is 18 year old me and I just want to say, thank you for the memories.