Today I thought it would be good to open up. It's been a long time since I told the truth about how I am feeling, and honestly, I feel like I am losing my mind. The people around me make me feel like my existence is a mistake, and that I should just leave the face of the world. Have you ever tried to do so many things so your family would think you're a success because you were tired of being looked down on? So you could feel like you were something and then everyone ignores it so you keep doing something different. I have put so much pressure on myself that I can't even keep up and I'm dying every day because of it. I can't write lie I used to because it just isn't the same you know? This life is getting harder for me and I don't know who is by my side and who isn't. It's like rolling dice because you never know what's the next number. I wish I could get the help I need but quarantine has ruined everything for me. When will I get my help?
Well, that's how I feel