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Hiii how is you?
          

Hlw..So I've been into enhypen lately-
          
          My bias is sunoo,  the problem is.. I've seen like all of their insta post posts and everything, I actually feel like Sunoo is trying his best to interact less with the members.. There's also a bit of tension between sunoo and members.. Like he used to post a pic everyday now he doesnt post any pics if he isn't doing a group photography..
          
          I'm not saying he's left out or members dont care for him but his presence is not really highlighted among enhypen..it's weird.. I cant explain...like he is too different from other members so he feels left out some sorta...idk
          
          Can any of u plzz enlighten with whats going on with them and sunoo? 

Maybe it's a never ending lie
          I'm here but I'm not mine-
          I wish to be heard but I'm embarrassed of my voice
          I wish to be seen but I don’t like my own face
          I'm here but I'm not mine
          
          

This is probably my last message from this account as I'd be deleting it pretty soon..(it might just stay..and I wont be active)
          I mean I'd create another one and write new books and all
          
          Its crazy to see how 573 people still follow me.. Thanks for being with me...for so long.. I wanna start over
          
          
          GOT A GOOD NEWS..FINALLY ON MY WAY TO BE A DOCTOR
          
          I GOT CHANCE IN MBBS ADMISSION TEST...
          MY ALLOTED COLLEGE IS 
          
          MR. ABDUR RAHIM DINAJPUR MEDICAL COLLEGE
          
          Alhamdulillah 
          
          Its been around 4 years since I was here..
          
          How are u guys?

Hiii authorrrrr
          When are we going to get next part of grave yard * puppy eyes *

Dark Door-
          
          I wanna leave, 
          I wanna stay -
          I have been roaming forever in the memory lane-
          Its too nostalgic, too real to give away!
          
          For me,  I would choose u,
          Always among all the people!
          But for u,  u would choose me too
          When there’s just no one else! 
          
          U were my earth, 
          And I was only a dust particle on urs-
          Its alright, as long as we dont fall apart!
          As long as our universe meet somewhere!
          At least I thought it was!
          
          But its too dark to try
          Its hurts too bad when I cant cry! 
          I wanna leave 
          I wanna stay!
          
          I.. I... I.. Dont know what to do-
          Where to go -
          Just wanna feel free-
          Just wanna be me-
          
          I'm all tied up, 
          U r the best part for me for sure-
          But I need to let u go
          I need to let me go-
          One last request to u to find me a dark door!
          I want to get mixed in dark-
          So find me a dark door!

Empty
          
          Night falls
          In this cloudy evening 
          But it never rains
          
          She sings
          She dances 
          She laughs
          A tear drop keeps growing in the corner of her eyes 
          But it never falls
          
          A thick tension is in the air
          A pain keeps following her-
          Everyone tries to soothe her
          But it never goes
          
          Somewhere its just too empty
          Sometimes its just too empty
          
          She feels everyone's hiding behind some happy mask
          Their emotion, their voice, their love feels fake-
          They laugh, they joke
          The only thing thats wrong is it's too alright!
          
          She feels suffocated in an open field
          She feels as if she's going to burst
          The pains bugging her too much-
          But nothing's really wrong
          Everything's too alright
          
          She feels everyone's hiding behind some happy mask
          Their emotion, their voice, their love feels fake-
          They laugh, they joke
          The only thing thats wrong is it's too alright!
          
          Somewhere its too empty
          Sometimes its too empty-

Sometimes-
          
          
          Sometimes it hurts -
          When I see u,
          When I dont know what to say to u-
          When I dont know how to make u laugh!
          
          Sometimes it hurts-
          When u r just there
          But never here
          When I cant reach to u, ever
          
          Sometimes it hurts
          When u say we are best friends 
          Cause friendship has a limit which is suffocating me-
          Its suffocate me when I stand next to u-
          But never get to touch u
          
          But sometimes its soothes my soul
          That I got to meet u!
          
          Sometimes it makes me laugh 
          How we got to spend most of our time together
          
          Sometimes I'm happy
          Cause u need me somehow..
          Cause I get to fall for u-
          Cause I get to be ur best friend! 
          
          U say nobody will ever like u-
          Maybe someone do-
          And she's just next to u!
          Sometimes, just sometimes,
          I wish I could tell u!
          I wish I could scream and say I love u!
          But having u next to me as friend is alright to, 
          As long as I get to be next to u-

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Hello? How are u?