SuperBlanket

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Hey, no, don't do it. It's not worth it. 
          Life can be all shit and all bad things but hey, you can change it. If you want it to be. You can.
          • You can wake up and say and actually do it "hey, it's a new day let's not care for all their bullshits and actually care about myself for once" might sound hard and laughable but you won't loose anything by trying.
          • Be happy, don't force it. Be genuine about it. Do all the things that can make you happy even small things. Cause you deserve to be happy. Everyone does.
          •If you need a friend to talk to. I am here, though we don't know each other that much but I care about you. Not because you had commented about that (well partly) but I had liked you since the day we had talk way way back january, I think. The way you talk and the way you sass about things is really adorable. And not all can do that. Some gets really irritating but you don't. You're fun to talk to and very comfortable to be with. 
          • You're a very fun person. And when my mind takes me about the single men club convos I actually think about you. Your name and that profile of yours because you're worth remembering. You're one of those persons who imprint theirselves to all those persons you associated with even in a very fleeting moment.
          
          I can lend you my shoulders. It's ok. I won't judge. 
          You deserve to be happy and loved. 
          I hope you'll feel comfortable with yourself. I wish you great things.
          
          I may be a random person to you, but you are not to me.

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Jeon_Lila

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I'm not ok, my closest friends backlashed me and were talking shit behind my back. I don't want to suffer anymore, I've been suffering long enough
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hotricebowl

@Jeon_Lila Hello I know that I don’t know you that well but please, from another person suffering from mental illness as well, please don’t do it.  I’m not sugarcoating the fact that yea things can be awful but there are times where it’s not. Maybe it’s not today or tomorrow. Maybe it’ll take a while but please please stay a little longer to see it. You can talk to me and I’ll try to link you to the resources you need. Ppl care. I care. We need you around to see that. Please.

Jeon_Lila

I contacted help from my region, I'll try and do something about it
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hotricebowl

@Jeon_Lila  First of all, thank you for having the courage to open up to me about that. I am so sorry that you had to go through all that. I can’t fully imagine how much pain that must have cost you. And I’m not going to pretend that I do. While trust is hard right now, there are still resources available for help on of them being this list of hotlines right now http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html , professionals willing to lend ears: https://www.7cups.com/ and Get Free Online Therapy. Should You Use Free Counseling ... 
            
            And 22 Places To Get Really Affordable Or Free Therapy Online - Pain ...
            
Just let me know how else I can help.
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Jeon_Lila

My one and only family that I trusted backlashed me... The only people I could trust in this damned world was talking about me behind my back... I know I have anger management issues, I'm trying to work on that... The only people that I was willing to live for, the reason I stayed for one more year is the reason why I, now, will be leaving. I've been thinking about it for five years but was held back by Kpop at first. My real family came to find out about my condition and tried to help me. In wattpad, I found friend who later turned into my second family. After almost a year, it turns out that dear old Lila here wasn't as appreciated as she thought she was. I'm tired of this shitty world, I'm tired of everything, in here. My suicidal thoughts are taking over my mind and I'm not even fighting back. I'm drowning in depression and I'm not even trying to swim back up. I've been suffering long enough.
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CrookedAlien

OLD AMINO DELETED ACCIDENTALLY NEW AMINO ❤
          
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Jeon_Lila

LOOK, I HAVE A VERY HARD TIME, THESE DAYS. YOUR LITTLE GAMES MAKE ME EVEN MORE STRESSED! I CREATED THAT AMINO FOR A REASON: BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU GUYS WERE A STRESS RELIEF FOR ME AND YOU’D HELP FOR MY DEPRESSION BUT GUESS WHAT? I REALIZED THAT YOU’RE NOT! I HATE DRAMA AND YOU GUYS ARE FRICKING BREAKING UP  AND ALL? I’M DONE!
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Jeon_Lila

ACCUDENTALLY??? YOURE THE REASON
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