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Hi :> would you like to be friends ?

Happy PRIDE <3!!!!!

I'm sorry I just got a dm from Wattpad lmaooo- i laughed my ass off reading it sjjfkshf whoever reported me- im fine tyvm for worriying but im fine lmao-
          "A concerned community member has contacted us about your post. We are concerned about your safety and would like to provide you with helpful resources if you are having difficulties. Have you spoken with friends, family or other trusted companions about what you are experiencing? During difficult times, it can be helpful to talk to someone mature and trustworthy, as they may be able to provide the emotional support you need." LMAOOOO

Finished Business yesterday and history today- got no breaks bc tmrw math. The thing is even tho i suck at math i gave zer focks and just lounged around and watched yt T-T
          My parents said as long i pass math even by a level 3 they're fine T-T 
          Gosh im so tired and istg in the middle of my history paper i got cramps (bc its that time of the month) and the invigilator was like "we're not rly allowed to administer any medicines without a med professional around" but by then our PE teacher left so i said it was okay and just drank water for the rest of the exam. Istg if i get cramps during my math paper i will kms T-T
          Cant wait to be officially back in this app istg

FINISHED MY FIRST PAPER FOR IGCSE (Accounting) 25 mins ago :D went alright and my parents said they dgaf abt the results as long as i tried my best :)))

I came on this app to say happy jay day and remind any carats to check out the FML highlight medley but all thats gone. the hype is gone. i feel so empty and depressed.
          Aside from that i have my IGCSEs in a month. exactly a month and i rly cant afford to grieve but i cant even concentrate. it took me so long to get over jonghyun's death. to get used to looking at videos, clips and listening to old songs with him in it, without crying my eyes out. and now moonbin, my bias and everyones moon. 
          
          my condolences to everyone grieving, his friends, family, loved ones and fans. but just know, the moon has met the stars. we'll hope hes happpy where he is. 
          
          it's honestly too late to go around saying "if ur struggling reach out" imo. those should be going around when ppl are alive. i've seen so many people comment and tweet "he should've just left if it was getting hard. he didnt have to leave us permanently". the thing is he loved his job and probably thought he was going to get through it. but emotions get the better of you. i'll say it though, if you are struggling, reach out, go to a trusted person, someone to listen and advice if u wish, but dont struggle alone. if you feel like you're alone, reach out to me then, my dms are always opened.
          
          take care, everyone & r.i.p binnie </3
          
          ~ki

Mingoo pupper day <3

Oh shit I just realised, Thank you for following me <3 my books getting recognised is wild . ;;;

OMG ALSO HAPPY SKZ DAY-!!

FINALLY FOUND A PERSON WHO STANS SVT ANF NCT. my friends don’t even remember any names. ;-;