Hello my silent liyangs
I don't know how to start this and how to end this. But here it goes. I'd been in a phase where I am lost in my thoughts, enjoyed the pain and solitude, in a journey where I am torn between moving or stopping. Comforting the pain and hurting myself to ease what I feel inside. Pushed so many people to avoid judgement and further issues. Act outside as someone as they already knew, happy, outgoing, someone that has a very bright smile, and talented.
I pretended to be someone that I used to be...
I failed as a daughter,
An achiever,
I failed me.
I lost my sanity, I lost myself and got carried away...
But through the help of my friends constantly reaching out for me. I was slowly becoming sane. But the cuts was still there, crying every day and night just to ease the pain. This is my first baby step and that is to bring back what I used to love. Hope y'all still support me.