I’ll be deleting Wattpadd application in the next week or so. Giving everyone a chance to say goodbye, even though we rarely, if ever, talk. Wattpadd was here when I needed it the most. But my time of needing it has passed and I feel so has the relationships I built.
So to those that were here for me, that saved my life, that cared for me, and rooted for me to live when I wanted nothing more than to die; thank you. My experience here was a needed one and I’m on actual medications now. I have my rough days, but I’ve decided to live through any means necessary.
Do I sometimes still want to die? I imagine that will always be a part of me. That’s who I was and probably always will be. At least it isn’t every single day. In fact, it is so rare that I don’t even remember when it happens. But I do know it does when I get too overwhelmed. Anyway, this is goodbye. I’ll keep the application for, as I said, a week or so. Then I’ll be disappearing. Thank you all.
