JerichoSimp

I need to tell you that your story the forgotten twin is all over the place and hard to follow 

Hey y’all... I’m kinda having a hard time with friends rn and I feel really alone.i know I’ve been slacking on my stories but I’m going to try and get back on them. Idk what to do so I’m going to escape into the land of the writers. See y’all soon 

I'm still going to continue my Fanfics I just need a break https://www.wattpad.com/story/223634700

Oh no problem 

Idek how this happened, but thank you all so much for getting me to 100 followers!!! I’ve been inactive lately because of family drama and only reading but I plan to release a new chapter of both “Peter Parker: Hard To Love” and “The Forgotten Twin” by the end of break! I’m sorry for everyone who’s been looking forward to the other stories or have been waiting for these two, but I’ve been experiencing writers block and loads of stress. Thanks for the follows and Happy New Year!!!

I don’t know what to do... my two best friends for two years suddenly hate me and they won’t talk to me or tell me what I did. 
          
          Then I ask my other best friend why they’re mad and she tells me I’ve been cursing too much and “blackmailing” them. 
          
          If you look at my most recent writing I’ve lowered my cursing A LOT and I’ve never blackmailed them. I wouldn’t do that.
          
          I don’t have any friends anymore and the one that I asked about why my other friends are mad, seems to be angry too... she ended the conversation with “I gotta go” right in the middle of it and I feel so alone. I don’t know what to do and right now I’m literally crying my eyes out in my room.
          
          Everyone has their breaking point and I’m almost there. I hate life and I’m done trying to be happy. 
          
          Why make friends if they’re all just going to leave you in the most painful way? 

I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up. I can’t try and be happy anymore. It’s too hard. I can’t say a word without my mother getting mad. I can’t live with the fact that my two best friends think I’m too rude to be friends with.
          
          Yesterday everything was going so well. We went to the Newsies play at our local theater, we went to dinner, and then I lightly pushed my brother so I could put my seatbelt on because my grandma was in the front and suddenly I was the worst person alive to them. 
          
          I don’t know what to do. I couldnt take it. A car ride of my mother yelling and talking about me as if I wasn’t there. 
          
          I had another panic attack and I couldn’t breath. It was as if my lungs closed up and all I could do was breathe out. I was grabbing at my home trying to make it stop for a good half hour. 
          
          I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up. I’m done pretending to be happy.

Imagine that you have everything you thought you’ve wanted and then suddenly, as if by the push of a button, your whole life was taken away and you were left with nothing. Now imagine what life would’ve been like if you’d had nothing to begin with therefore nothing was taken away and you’ve never known what your missing. Would that be better, or worse? 

I’m alone. Even with everyone crowding the hallways of my school, I don’t know if I can handle it. My closest friends won’t talk to me and my ex-bestfriend is now dating my now ex boyfriend. No one cares and I’m done. Sure I made the volleyball team, but why play when everyone there hates you? I’m giving up.

Ummmm... I’m bored so hmu