Jerisa_Rocher

Just like the albatross on the ancient mariners neck,i feel my actions weighing me down. I dont want to live a life with guilt pangs piercing my heart everytime i remember them. Well,i gess one day will come when ill just take a deep breath,sigh to myself and say "im used to this" :(
          

The worst thing in life is not having a person in whom you can confide.

Believe it or not, i find writing helpful.
          It is really calming my mind down these days.
          
          @jerisa

Hope 
          Hope is everything..dont you think? 
          All i can do now is to live with constant hope. I hope that amongst alll my deeds,my sins..may my lord almighty see my heart. If im sure of one thing..then that would be about a heart which is guilty but hopeful. God knows how I am..and as its said in the Bible
          God does not look at the faces but  what he looks is the hearts of the  people. 
          Even though Im in a position where i cant change a thing about my life (because i just cant..utter helplessness),i can ofcourse live my life with a sincere hope that God will consider me
          For those people who do not believe in heaven and hell,i dont have anything to say to you but i know that there is a heaven out there and i want to be there.Ill hope for that heaven day in and day out because uk when you die? You die when the hope inside you dies.
           
          @hopeful soul

I never in my life wanted to go against anybody. Now ive come to a situation where im torn between regret and reality..the facts. All i wanted was a chaos free life and what i got are sleepless crying nights.
          How many of u have wept so hard at night that uve soaked ur pillows??
          Well i have..many a night. I dont even understand the meaning of life anymore. If its said that God gives you peace..what can be done if im away from him..if its said that praying can cure..what can be done for a mind soo guilt stricken and unforgivable? I dont know. Ive come to a situation where i cant percieve my own actions. All i see are black spots and dont anybody dare make you believe any bloody fairytale because in the real world,all we get is tears. I love my mother the most in my family,but one day ill have to leave her too..life is nothing but a stage with actors entering and exiting(how true Shakespeare was)
          Im soo tired of people who lie just so that they can keep me with them. Im so tired of life in general(and no. Its not a teenage depression thing) 
          
          @by someone who yearns for time to turn back a few notches so that she can correct the unforgivable things she did.

Hey J, (:
          
          Will you please update your stories that are really cool to read.

@scarlet-Aqua hi5 sister!

@scarlet-Aqua yup!! I lovee selena

Hey! Do you need an editor?? I'm pretty good at it! I don't know how we would send the story back and forth for me to edit it but maybe! Just keep it in mind! I'm always here if you need me!!

Hey there prettys!!!!!!!
          
          Please continue reading #falling hard!
          Love you all *smiles*
          
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