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Hahahhag I don't talk to litterally anyone anymore not because I'm shy like people think but because I don't want to hear your judgments about me because everyone seems to have one a bout me... ok bye 

I thought I was going to get the response I've been waiting for from a certain someone... didn't get it and still feel just as bad as before maybe a little worse. It's fine it's whatever, my fault for expecting someone to care when they dont. Anyways back to being my lonely ass self that no one cares about. 

I normally keep everything to myself cuz I have no one to talk to but I spilt the tee to someone and it feels like a weight off my shoulders but I feel even more numb and worse than before. 

I'm pretty sure ima pass out cuz I feel no bueno

I can tell you things are better when I'm not around especially today when everyoje was mad and fighting, I hid awaye and they all were happy and getting perfectly along again. So YAY 

I don't understand why... why everything and why me

I really entree to be close friends with some of the seniors leaving at school... but my anxiety and depression got ikn the way and I never got to do it and now their last day of school is tomorrow and they're just going to walk out of my life like in an instant. I guess this is my fault though cuz I can't get my life together. Everything just gets in the way so whenever I leave high school ima have no one. 

Sgiy oh my god

Fucking why do I breathe? I take other people air the people that need it 

Idek why I bother to post.