Kalani

I counted how many unfinished oneshots (there's some other stuff thrown in there but yk whatever) and I COUNTED 268. WHAT. SINCE WHEN. HOW. WHAT. WHERE. WHEN. WHY. WHO. This is not okay

Ok but I can't be the only one who writes something and then cries when they go back and read it because it just pulls these emotions out of them LIKE THIS IS FUCKING INSANE. Why did I write this story again???? I honestly hate myself for this. I've never been able to successfully write any form of even a oneshot where Jesy actually commits, and now I wrote a whole 3 chapters abt it for a short story I might end up posting tonight like this is crazy

I just got back into my LM phase and I FINALLY started the two fics that I said I was going to start like a few months ago I think, and I found one in my drafts that is an OT4 with the girls as daughters of the Greek Goddesses and I kind of want to work on it but I don't know. I keep going back and forth between working on the other two fics and I feel like I shouldn't start another one or I'll never finish even the first chapter of either of the others

I can not be the only one who always has trouble reading the girls in high school when Jes is there because then I think about the fact that she doesn't have her tattoos. I just realized that everytime I read a highschool!AU I always imagine her having the tattoos. I've never thought about her without them... wow. This is news to me

Okay so I just woke up and thought about this. We're not going to talk about the fact that I called it cooking with LM. Idk wtf I was on, but that fact that I said that makes me want to cry. I KNOW THAT ITS CALLED EAT IN WITH LITTLE MIX AND THAT'S WHAT MAKES ME SO MAD. I think I was also like- delirious? Idk. I'm so done with myself

I just thought I would say this bc I feel so accomplished. I managed to make my mom watch Leigh-Anne's episode of cooking with LM and omg. The part where she talks ab the girls were going to get the shits bc of her food made me die and my mom actually like thought it funny. I feel like I accomplished something.

I have two questions and I hope people actually see this.
          
          1. How many people on here have Discord?
          2. If you have it, who would want to join an LM server?

You know what, I was Doing fine, AND THEN GOT ON INSTAGRAM AND FUCKING SAW A POST, A REALLY LONG ONE, AND IT WAS SOMEONE THANKING THE GIRLS. LITERALLY FUCK OFF. IM CRYING AGAIN. NO. I FUCKING HATE THIS. CHOKE AND DIE BITCH. I WANT TO HIT THE REWIND BUTTON. I DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO ENJOY THE CONCERT LIVE. I KNOW I CAN REWATCH IT BUT IT WONT BE THE SAME.

No. It ended. They're not together anymore. Stop. Please. I couldn't cry until the end. I tried and couldn't. And then the compilation came on and I fucking lost it. And then when they were saying bye at the very end, I broke. I can't believe it's over.

I'M SORRY SO SINCE WHEN WAS ALL GOOD THINGS COME TO AN END DELETED?? BITCH TF. I JUST SPENT 10 MINUTES LOOKING FOR IT ON HERE AND GAVE UP SO I USED GOOGLE. AND IT GAVE ME THE LINK AND THEN SAID THE STORY WAS UNAVAILABLE. STOP RUNING MY FUCKING DAY. ITS ALREADY BAD ENOUGH STUPID FUCKING BITCH. Literally choke and die.