Jess-Writes-Fanfics

I promise I'm working on the stories guys I just haven't felt good in months and I start therapy this upcoming Monday 

Jess-Writes-Fanfics

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I can't think of a reason to get the fuck out of bed
          Curtains closed, lights are off, am I alive or dead?
          I haven't shaved in a week, I always slur when I speak
          Tolerance at its peak, another fifth just to sleep
          Oh, woe is me, woe is me, I guess I need love
          Hoes, you see, hoes, you see, I'm just in a rut
          And I swear I'm trying, baby, please, baby, don't leave
          Goddamn, I'm a fuck up, but I guess that's just me
          So I sit in my room and I cry in my bed
          Thinking about all the shit that made me wrong in my head
          I keep trying to climb, but it seems so steep
          Pour myself a fucking whiskey and go back to sleep, bitch
          
          How I feel