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2018 is about to end so I guess it’s time for me to give some amazing speech that will wrap up my year. Well, you see, I am horrible at giving speeches or confessing my feelings, so this will probably end up being a mess but oh well. My year started pretty badly with some stuff going on, but I’m not going to get too deep into that. Then I met some really great people, although at that point I was not able to process anything and I was basically a mess for a long time. There was a really bad point that I am also not going to get into, that’s stuff that will stay between me and my psychologist haha. Summer was pretty cool I guess, although I weirdly don’t remember much of it. Then I met with those great people again and I was happy, pretty happy. And then some stuff got fucked up(I did) and so yeah that happened again. But then I guess the saviors of my life and my year came. BTS. Yeah, I do sound like a weird obsessive fan or a cheesy movie character but I can’t help it. Thanks to them, I started accepting myself more and even started making my way towards loving myself, although I am still far from it. I met amazing people online and I don’t know what I would do without them, and it was all thanks to BTS and the family that ARMY is. This year was a hell of a roller coaster, but the ending of it is good. I am truly happy now. For the first time in my life, I feel like I am stepping into the next year the right way, almost with the right mindset and for the first time in my life, I am excited for what the future holds. I might not be the prettiest, smartest most talented person but I am happy and it’s all thanks to the incredible people I have met this year. And also the bad people who I’ve become a better person thanks to, knowing that I don’t ever want to be like them and moving on. A few times I have felt like this year is never going to end and here we are now. Thank you for being with me this year, let’s hope for a good 2019. Happy New Year y’all!