Have you ever wondered about the real lives of those involved in the sex industry? And just how far would you go to see your name in lights?

"Dreams of Hollywood, aspirations of stardom. The mental imagery of a blinkered kid who has no concept of those hypnotic lights being so deadly, they could burn her up and destroy her. I want a breather; I want to stop for a minute and recover, but I'm a blue movie star, and I have to keep going until all these men are done with me, and the director calls a wrap. This is my life, it hasn't been easy. There have been times when I truly believed I wouldn't make it, wouldn't come out of it alive. This is my story..."

Jessica Grey was a successful child beauty pageant queen and model, until a horrific sequence of events in her formative teenage years tore her world apart. Embracing dreams of Hollywood stardom, she embarks on a perilous journey, only to be duped by predatory men, exploitative agents, and sinking into the depths of Tinseltown's treacherous underbelly. Longing for recognition - to the extent where she is drawn into the pornographic hard-core blue movie industry - she details her reckless quest for acclaim in a remarkably frank and moving account of a life marred by trauma. In her desperate quest, Jessica trades love for notoriety, true happiness for dubious celebrity, moral principles for quick financial gain.

Can fame and fortune ever be a true substitute for love? Shocking, explicit and compelling, Jessica Grey discloses the very ugly side of Hollywood in this powerful story of life, love and survival in the dark world of America's sex industry.