JessicaManhattan

I ate pig today!!!! And its my mom who got it for me xD
          
          

I feel like something is missing today.
          I really regret waking up late and missing the church.
          how did i also manage to forget about the JA thing today.
          I would have loved to be there..

Met stewie's dad today!! 
          But i think its time to let go of him now
          
          

Heartbroken!!!
          Yes i am!

I almost had it. 
          I almost had it all.

i say unto you wickedness was never happiness. 
          But i didn't do anything wicked. I feel so frustrated. Why! Why didn't he tell me? why didn't he tell me that it could benefit me as a student..

Be loyal to God and your husband ! Yes!!

I hate you sco i really do. Cran was meant to be mine yet i lost him because of you. He liked me. And i broke his. Wish i was never there that day. 
          
          Now i lost him to Claire. Claire is a good girl yes. She is so nice, kind ans gentle. Who wouldn't love her?? Even i did..
          
          Wow! What a fate! In Jan i used to absolutely adore this girl and now she is making me sad. 
          I don't hate her. It is not even her fault. But..  i feel sad. I should really keep my distance from both of them for the moment.
          
          But i love them both. 
          My good Sister Claire 
          And my bestfriend Blake 
          
          

Don't look at me like that! 
          I could go, 
          bawl my eyes for 2 h,
          Sleep and
          Wake up and forget your f existence. 
          
          That's how powerful i am. 
           #mastery

Hello my babies! anyone out there please!!! i need some advices!!!!