sorry I havent been updating...life has just gotten in the way. College is difficult but my friends have been a helpful distraction yet now its at the point when im grieving for a friend I no longer have. We fell out nearly a year ago and I really miss him, I'm not sure why maybe I did love hime the way he loved me. It's not unreasonable to contact him through socail media but how would I start, hi yeah its me I know you now have new friends and a life and i did reject you but I love you now so please come back to me? I would be pathetic to him and everyone else because I'm the one who is broken and lost. Maybe i'm just lonely and want some friends that I can just relax and have fun with. I know no one will ever see this and if someone does they won't care, writing helps me express myself. Once I find inspiration again I will happily start writing again and taking requests. sorry.
