On Saturday I was sadly admitted to the hospital over excruciating pain, thinking it was simply the 8cm cyst on my right ovary I had gotten diagnosed with back in February (after waiting 12 hours in the emergency room only to be sent away like I was fine) only to be rushed to the back and into surgery to find out my entire pelvic area, uterus, cervix and all, was covered in thick endometriosis to the point the organs aren't even visible. That the "simple cyst that would go away on its own" back in February did infact not go away, but was a HUGE endometrial cyst that had exploded from me throwing up from the pain of a endometriosis flair up. I was taken in for immediate surgery only for the doctors to find a horrible mess they couldn't touch inside me because not only was my uterus completely devoured by the endometriosis and scar tissue, my appendix and part of my bowls have FUSED to my right ovary. For 2 years I've been fighting these flair ups, not knowing what they were because I'd been convinced it was ibs or something else. Now at the ripe age of 27 I've been given a choice, have a full hysterectomy and go into menopause, keep the uterus but go have to have constant preventative surgerys to keep my uterus and the chance of children despite my tubes being sealed and full of fibroids and would need IVF to attempt to have a child. I've been sick for a long time and longer than two years apparently, and want any woman out there who's experiencing something like this to not put it off and dont let those stupid ass doctors send you home. This horrible journey has just begun and I'm so tired already. I'm sorry I havent been posting, but I wanted to update you guys because you've supported me and have been looking forward to new chapters but I'm just not healthy enough right now.