_Jester_

Hope your days are amazing

Song I literally just wrote. Still a work in progress with getting it to sound better but I somewhat like how it turned out.....
          
          I can't stand straight
          A dizzying feeling in my heart
          The world around me is spinning endlessly
          I can't hear your voice 
          I can just see your reflection
          I can't break free from the crystal glass around me
          
          Oh! I can't break free 
          It's killing me to lie here endlessly
          I don't know how to reach out for you
          Everything is spinning around me
          I can't keep my head straight
          Caught in the light of your eyes
          Like a deer caught in the headlights
          It all focuses on me
          I can't float away to the atmosphere
          Cause your my center of gravity
          Your attention keeping me here
          
          It'd hard to keep my breath around you
          It's a lot to take in believe me I know
          Heart shaped clouds in the sky
          With a perfect sigh 
          Your tell me I'm your everything 
          But now it's crystal clear
          
          Oh! I've broken free
          No need to be here anymore
          I'm reaching for my heart to take it back
          Now I'm spinning with the world
          My thoughts are clearer than before
          Now you're caught in my sights
          Like the prey you made me be
          It's all focusing on you now
          I'm free to float away 
          My heart the center of the stratosphere
          It's time for you leave me here
          
          I'm standing on clouds
          It only took two before I was free from you
          Now my heart aches
          Screaming why did it have to be this way?
          
          Oh, why couldn't you be the center of my gravity forever?
          Why does all of this hurt? 
          I did what was right
          At least that's what I thought
          Your standing by her now
          And I'm standing up here watching over you
          Floating away
          With no center of gravity......

Heartbreak, Loss, and Memories (per request from Jester)
          Waves rolling and lapping at my feet
          The salty air soothing the nerves
          The cry of seagulls overhead
          The smell of sunshine and warmth of light on my face
          The setting sun casting a shadow across the waves
          A shout for me
          But I chose not to leave as I search for a friend
          A blast of air catches my attention
          Warm brown eyes like a cup of choco on a cold winter's night
          Skin smooth and white like a pebble smoothened by time
          A blast again, pain this time
          Once bleached white water now red with blood
          One final call of my name draws me back from the past
          A rose dropped beside me, petals drained of color
          For my dear friend, lost forever
          
          This one was inspired by the White Dolphin by Gill Lewis.

A few poems for everyone cause Jester gave me perms to do so.
          Birds:
          How beautiful they are
          Soaring across the horizon
          The feathers of their wings fluttering
          Like a hummingbird fluttering from flower to flower
          They cry out to each other
          Like a child cries out to its mother
          They protect their young
          Like a bee protects her hive
          How beautiful they are
          Free of the bindings to this world
          Not bound to the earth
          Like a balloon tethered to one's wrist
          How I wish I were like them
          To be free of this world
          To soar across the skies
          But as I write and look out my window in despair
          I am reminded of my binding to this world
          To never be free to feel the wind through my feathers
          To never feel the thrill of the flight
          Alas what pity it is to not be like them. 
          
          Y'all can pick from these ones if you want to read another one of my poems that I wrote! 
          Options:
          Death
          Depression
          Numb to feelings
          Adieu life
          Or my poem that I wrote for my old crush telling him that I hate him too. 
          Trust me not all of my poems are depressing. I just so happened to have been depressed when i wrote most of these 

Hello there. Just popping by cause I wanted to check in on ya. Found you again on another story.  Hope your day is going well and if it hasn't begun then that it goes well. Stay healthy and know you are cared for.

Do Ya have discord..? ...

I THOUGHT I POSTED THIS YESTERDAY- 
          
          HAPPY LATE 26TH BIRTHDAY TECHNOBLADEEEEEEEE 
          
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          I HOPE I DID IT RIGHTT-
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          60 followersssss
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          ill see if i can figure out how to post the lyrics for the song in like a book or smth :p
          
          thx againn
          
          Jester out :3

i is regretting slightly of obtaining of piercing on ear
          i can not wears my head speakers when they are verbally fighting with one another
          
          
          
          (translation of my nonsense words- “im slightly regretting getting a piercing on my ear because i cant wear my headphones/earbuds when my mom and her bf are fighting”)
          
          
          anywayss-