Jeuniesse

Welp... 6 month have gone to waste. People truly do go back to their roots, don't they? I never liked myself, I just convinced myself I did. But now, I realized something: it is in my best interest to die. The only thing holding me back is risking some people going with me and cuz I wanna see tengolf canon. I feel like I'm going down that rabbit hole again, except I don't believe the rope exists anymore. No therapy worked: all therapists assume I'm just going through an angsty teen phase and anxiety. Let's see how they say on my grave, if I get one. If God does exist, I hope he burns me in hell for "leaving" him. Because if he considers abandonment as trying to erase yourself from existence, then fuck him. I have more love for the people I like than he offers his people. I thought it would get better, it actually was, until it didn't. I hope I can finish my fics before going. But I can't promise. Heck, I hope I even finish writing my suicide letters before doing it. I'm so sorry for anyone I will fail. 

Wait I think I recognise you from Pinterest-

Yooo so I made a small playlist on Spotify for string theory. You can get an early idea of this fic from this playlist if u want :
          
          https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4ePJgl4c2ozzDcsKSMQoln?si=fKxuY6mMTPSJ4oH-8dN9Kg&pi=ZWQI6FYoSR2IE

I have a conspiracy theory 

WHAAAT U AND PIP R TOGETHER???

One chapter and a half left... Before editing starts- omfg Era is gonna be in sm pain sorry girly- 

YES MY TB AND GB MIIS FINALLY ASKED FOR BABIES AFTER 15 DAYS

Three chapters left... (4 if you count the epilogue) and that newest chapter is lowkey one of best of all time. 

Uhhh wait guys sorry umm imma try finishing string theory quicker but unfortunately, school started again and we have a lot of pressure because the final oral and the stage are back to back so I have to prepare for both and that's not even counting all the normal exams and presentations throughout this semester. So uhhhh I did finish over half the fic but I still have 3 chapters that aren't finished yet. But trust me the wait is worth it- probably - :')

I'm around halfway done through string theory. I think it can release soon :))