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My dad just said every slur word because he saw a gay person online. The enemy is closer than he believes. And also, he knows I'm bi like wtf?

OHHHH- so I have RAD not asthma!- they're still similar though. I think I'm going thru an episode rn after Lucky died

Ramadan Karim everyone! I'm gonna make sure to write extra smut on ao3~/j /maybenotjk 

✨ Paste ✨
          ✨ This ✨
          ✨ On ✨
          ✨ The ✨
          ✨ Ten ✨
          ✨ Nicest ✨
          ✨ People’s ✨
          ✨ Profiles ✨
          ✨ If you get ✨
          ✨ Ten back ✨
          ✨ Then you are ✨
          ✨ Very special ✨

Prolly gonna go on hiatus till I'm doing better. 

My mom just keeps giving me more prove on why I should hate her. I fucking hate her so much. Every time I bring up that I wanna do sm literature related, she tells EVERYONE she knows about it KNOWING THAT'S THEY WILL ALL COME TO ME AND SCOLD ME! SHE SENT MY AUNT (who took architecture) TO TELL ME TO NOT TO ANYTHING ART OR LITERACY AND TO BECOME A DOCTOR OR A BUSINESS WOMAN! FUCK EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I'M LONELY

I tried touching myself yesterday cuz I don't wanna sh but now im bleeding from down there help T_T prolly gonna try doing it again today

I am so close to pull a yellow cardigan. Whenever I feel like I don't love my mom enough, I remember exactly WHY I'm not close to her, why I fucking hate her. No wonder why. 

The cinematography activity was AWESOME! Learning about the roles in a scene is super interesting and it makes me want to be a movie script writer or a storyboard artist for animated movies even more! Only con is that I'm at school on a weekend T_T

Do I upload the finished chapters of String Theory or do I upload the whole fic at once when I'm done?