I LOVE HIM
This few days he treated me different he told me that he will make it up for all the things I have done for him. He started to chat me and invite me to some things. I realized that he cares for me when I was on the hospital he wanted to visit me and he post on my timeline that "Magpagaling ka Joh" I felt it's so sincere that he really cares for me. Yesterday he asked me to go with him for a jogging. He told me that he will get me at 5:00 am but he didn't show up I waited long. A few minutes I try to call him and he answered it and told me that he can't go with me because they have to go somewhere with his Aunt. I told him its ok I understand. But when I open my Facebook account he send me a 3 massage that "sorry sorry sorry talaga" " Sorry.... Please huwag ka umiyak.... Sorry...... Sorry sorrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyy..." " Uy sorrrR$rrrtryyyy na....." he keeps on massaging sorry. And I replayed "Hinde ako galit kuya" and still he keeps on saying sorry " Basta sorrrrrrry talaga...... Next time aayusin ko na talaga ang lahat para wala nang problema... Babawi ako.... And I meant it." " Basta next time ako na ang susundo sayo..." " Basta next time ako na ang susundo sayo..." he want to make it up for me even I told him its ok.
And today I saw his post "her chubby cheeks and sweet smile can never be mine. We shouldn't be yet still I want her" I don't want to assume that the post is ment for me because I know its impossible.
I really Love him but I think he won't feel the same way he love somebody and its not me.
I already accept the fact that I will be only his friend and that's only he can gave me.
His a special man for me I Love him so much his name is Haidemar A. Aduk. His a gentleman, good person, close to God, joyful, generous, kind, thankful, and many to mention.
Me I'm just a big joke a spoiled brat, always wrong, no good in life, a stupid girl, a loving hearted, and full of mistakes in life.
