Jhopeismyshitu

Lord have mercy, I’m not even mentally here anymore everything sucks I’m not happy just an empty shell I’m fighting it I’m fighting it I refuse to give in but it’s hard it’s so hard I’m so frustrated I don’t wanna leave my mom behind or my siblings but it’s so hard when the pain is so overbearing. I’m trying I don’t want to not post I don’t want that to be my last page of my book forever but it’s so hard to keep fighting I don’t know if I can but I’m trying my hardest. I don’t know what to do anymore I feel hopeless if my dad gains custody I don’t think I’ll be able to live through the pain any longer. He’s put me and my siblings and mom through so much abuse he’s taken everything from us my life is boring a dull I don’t wanna just live because I’m alive I wanna live to be happy but right now that is slowly going out of my grasps 

ashleyreyes072

@Jhopeismyshitu I hope you have a great day so far. I stay positive. Love you lots
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Jhopeismyshitu

@ashleyreyes072 I don’t mind it was lovely talking to you as well!
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ashleyreyes072

@Jhopeismyshitu you are another reason why I should live as well. Farewell for now. I'm most likely gonna pop up tmr and message you if you don't mind. You are lovely to talk to and it's a way of getting things of your mind
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ashleyreyes072

How have you been doing love?

ashleyreyes072

I've had better weeks but I'm doing good to say the least. I hope you are too and that you are staying healthy as well. *Virtual hugssss*
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ashleyreyes072

@ashleyreyes072 omg hello. I'm so happy that u took time for yourself. Just know I'm always thinking about you and I will forever wish the best for you, not only as a fan but as someone you can always open up to or talk to about anything
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Jhopeismyshitu

I am ok love thank you love sorry I didn’t reply I logged out and started to work on myself I’m back tho for a bit but I’m alright how have you been doing?
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Jhopeismyshitu

Lord have mercy, I’m not even mentally here anymore everything sucks I’m not happy just an empty shell I’m fighting it I’m fighting it I refuse to give in but it’s hard it’s so hard I’m so frustrated I don’t wanna leave my mom behind or my siblings but it’s so hard when the pain is so overbearing. I’m trying I don’t want to not post I don’t want that to be my last page of my book forever but it’s so hard to keep fighting I don’t know if I can but I’m trying my hardest. I don’t know what to do anymore I feel hopeless if my dad gains custody I don’t think I’ll be able to live through the pain any longer. He’s put me and my siblings and mom through so much abuse he’s taken everything from us my life is boring a dull I don’t wanna just live because I’m alive I wanna live to be happy but right now that is slowly going out of my grasps 

ashleyreyes072

@Jhopeismyshitu I hope you have a great day so far. I stay positive. Love you lots
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Jhopeismyshitu

@ashleyreyes072 I don’t mind it was lovely talking to you as well!
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ashleyreyes072

@Jhopeismyshitu you are another reason why I should live as well. Farewell for now. I'm most likely gonna pop up tmr and message you if you don't mind. You are lovely to talk to and it's a way of getting things of your mind
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doopus

Please continue running please.   Cant wait any longer.  Its killin us

doopus

@Jhopeismyshitu omg thank you thank you 1000000 times
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Jhopeismyshitu

@UngaHa  I'm sorry for the long wait I've updated it now (J)hope you enjoy, love you and thank you for staying with the story <3
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GeloJeon_163

Please update running I can't wait for it
          Please I'm carving for it
          I love it actually 

Jhopeismyshitu

@GeloJeon I'm sorry for the long wait I've updated it now (J)hope you enjoy, love you and thank you for staying with the story <3
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Jhopeismyshitu

@-nellywrites I'm sorry for the long wait I've updated it now (J)hope you enjoy, love you and thank you for staying with the story <3
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Jhopeismyshitu

I don’t have a date for homecoming and now I’m in my feelings cause am I that ugly to the point no one wants to even ask me. Looorrdddd I’m lonely no boys even talk to me that just gives you a look on how ugly I am ‘\_(;_;)_/‘

pvrplekv

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@Jhopeismyshitu late asf, and i'm sorry to hear that. Just so you know, you're beautiful just the way you are and i hope you'll always know that. Fuck boys, they'll come around. I hope you have a lovely day~♡
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