Jia

Hey... I guess this is my first time utilizing this feature in Wattpad cuz I'm a dumbass who doesn't explore an app. I wish I could start it on a lighter note but, yeah, I just hit a low on my mental health and I need to write it somewhere where none of my irl friends know me. If you don't wanna read it, just scroll, i don't mind. You don't have to respond either. So yeah.
          
          [TW MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, BULLYING, BODY IMAGE]
          
          Anxiety, depression and overthinking sucks man. I can't even control it and its effecting me. Being bullied all my life doesn't help either. For reasons that doesn't makes sense too. I hate my body, my fat thighs, my fat stomach, my large arms. I hate my childish mind too. I want to not eat soo bad but I have gastritis that makes me have to eat or my stomach will feel like its being punched. I have no motivation to do workouts and I only care about my grades. Even I don't feel like I'm improving anymore. Just stuck here. I'm happy yet jealous at the same time when looking at my friends' achievements. My supposed "best friend" ghosted me, which in my mind a sign that she left me. So yeah, life is just great (note the sarcasm) 
          
          BTS songs do help me to hang on but they can only do so much. My parents they disagreed with me before and now "supportive" but still hesitates to bring me some much needed help. My other best friends is in another city so I'm basically alone here. Don't get me started on the people who judged me saying I'm not grateful.
          
          So yeah, I'm not that great tonight and thank you so much for taking time to read this message and again you don't have to respond, probably gonna delete this later. 

Hey! Hope you’re doing good~
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