remy

i want to run away, i want to leave everything behind and forget the standards responsibilities, and expectations the world has embedded me. i want to stop, shout, and cry my heart without worrying about anything. i want to fill the hole within me so i could feel easy, alive, and happy. i really want to go back to real me and feel myself again .

being alone doesnt effect instantly. it kills u with the time without even realizing. 

i have no one to talk about what ive been through in life, even if reach this place that people think im already succeed, the wounds are still fresh & untreated bc no one knows how painful my journey. 

my mental health is getting worse that i cant even talk for days. im trying to talk.

" يُحاول أن يكُون مُطمئِنًا 
          فِي واقِعٍ لا يكترثُ لهَ ".