i am...so sorry. i really have no excuse for this. at first, it was cos of school, then some stuff started happening irl and after that i just..lost interest? i dont know. at that point wattpad stop sending me notifs and i just... didnt bother checking. i know this is terrible, its bad, i know that and im so fuckin sorry if anyone worried or missed me or just wanted to talk im so fuckin sorry and i kept putting this off because i didnt want to face you guys because i knew id be disappointed in myself and so would yall but i knew i had to do it at some point and well i just woke up and i felt like i needed to do this. i cant say that im back because ,,,, i don't think i am :(