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Tysm for the follow love !! <3 we have A LOT in common btw 

To all the people I loved,love and will love:
          I have so many words inside my heart but let them be known to me and you only:I love you for who you are,not for anything else.
          When I say I love your eyes,I mean I love what you show and hide in your eyes.
          When I say I  love your hands,I mean I love what you are capable of,even when you don't know about it.
          When I say I love your lips,I mean I love how wise and considerate you are when you speak,even if you are scolding someone. 
          You are not a whore,a slut or a hoe and if you are,I would still love you because to me,I love all of you.
          If I had hurt you,I won't ask for forgiveness because I know I don't deserve it.But please believe me if I said I am trying to correct myself and become a better person.
          If it hurts seeing me because I hurt you,just tell me because I lose my ability to understand you when you are sad.
          Even if I said I hate you with all my soul,know that I do not hate you but hate myself because you are my mirror:you show me where I lack.
          I love you,for who you are,not just your talent and beauty,but your flaws and scars and history as well.
          

Hey Y'ALL 
          So SORRY to ghost you for sooo long
          But my hiatus is officially gonna start today onwards because I've got exams comin' up and actually I ain't exaggerating,but my life depends on the upcoming exams and stuff because I have to complete planning for my further education by the end of April 2024 AND these marks are crucial for it and for me,everyone is against my choices but I HAVE to prove that I am not who they think I am because I am waaaaay more than their silly prejudices and shit...
          besides,I am the master of my ship,even if the sea of life is gonna taunt me,break me down,I won't give up because I cannot afford to drown.I HAVE to keep on moving because there is someone who is waiting for me to reach them on the shore:the child inside my heart.
          Even if I fail,my backup plans B-Z are there to keep me going on my path because I had to learn the truth the hard way:Death is not a solution for everything because aren't there so many places you want to visit?So many cultures to explore?So many things that you haven't done?I know the beauty hidden in death but,you get one and ONLY one shot at life.Make the best of it while you still can.
          

tftf !! may I ask why you decided to follow me tho ??
          
          Btw we have so much in common omg-

Anyone awake/online rn? 
          Bc I am kinda lonely rn and I don't want to be alone

Hey Y'ALL 
          What chu doin'?
          I wish SOMEONE was online now, although it is a school night and I have a freaking MATHS exam tomorrow, but I couldn't find my motivation to study and I want someone to study with me too or just talk (I tried Study with me vids on YouTube and all other bullshit but it isn't workingT~T).
          Can anyone help me pretty pretty please?
          

HEY LOVELIES~♡
          I . AM . BACK .
          I AM INCREDIBLY SORRY FOR  GHOSTING Y'ALL WITHOUT A PRIOR NOTICE.
          
          the fact is, my computer V A N I S H E D back in August or September (I forgot). As I know it didn't vanish into thin air, I TRIED searching but to no avail(I still am T~T) and finally, after 5 freaking days, I managed to get my Gmail account right now(current time: 01:43AM) I am soooo happy to be finally back with my REAL family which is YOU GUYSS, although I know most will be sleeping right now...
          
          I wanted to personally wish EVERY lovely badass of this Stayville that I know and met on Wattpad,even though we never talked A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY  on your birthdays(I actually do know most people's bdays and even thought of what  I should send yall as gifts when I realized that I don't have your addresses T~~T ) so I had to settle for wishing you from my heart and praying that you know that you are  one of the most beautiful people I've ever met,even for just a moment and the fact that you are SO GODDAMN STRONG that no one can EVER break you down even if it seems they are bc it is an ILLUSION and lastly I LOVE you for who YOU are.
          
          I am currently doing oKaY and am putting my life back again because I want to achieve my goals and aspirations.
          
          A SAD news is that, as a 10th grader in India, I am having my board exams coming up in February so I need to efficiently plan,study and revise because I HAVE to ace it so I can prove to my family that I am NOT an attention-seeking whore who is spending their time trying to look for a boyfriend on Instagram and a drugseller(my mom's words,not mine :) ) 
          
          Sooooo, because of this reason,I will be on hiatus on ALL my social media (except for Spotify and maybe Pinterest) until May 2024 or maybe earlier or later.
          
          Although I have 1.1K notifications from wattpad which I have not still attended to,I just wanted to say I am back and I do hope that you all know that even if today was dark, tomorrow will be better.
          You CAN do THIS.
          Bye loves
          ~♡

Thank you for the follow!♡♡♡

SAUR
          I decided to take a mental test for funsies(read:i felt my mental health and imaginations were getting A LITTLE too out-of-hand) and the results were............................................well, not bad but worse than I thought......................might get medication in another lifetime huhuhu
          [actually, THEY ARE NOT MEANT TO BE TAKEN AS A DIAGNOSIS, SO I MAY NEED TO CONSULT A THERAPIST, DURING THAT I can show these results for extra help and proof.]

I felll in LOVE (AGAIN) with SERVAMP
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          seriously Sleepy Ash and Alice>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
          TAKE MY HEART WON'T YA MFs?????????????????????????