Jinglekitten
Damn, this place just gives me some really sad vibes. How come no one stopped me from writing this stuff, anyway? My feed looks like middle school..ew.
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That feeling you get when your fav writers plan on ending a book in a few chapters and you can't find ones you've read before because they were removed....
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Okay, so someone sent me a private message and asked me about self harm. They said that they read a bit of my stuff and got the theme that it's hard to stop. They told me they started and asked if they should stop. Then asked how hard it would be if I'm still struggling with it and they said they were scared of a horrible relapse. So sweetie, please don't hurt yourself. Whatever it is, why engrave memories of it in your mind? Your emotions? Your view of life? Trust me, hurting yourself doesn't help anything. It's addicting, and your addiction will grow if you don't stop. It hurts you and your friends. That's why I'm posting it here. It hurts everyone, sometimes even just the thought of someone else doing it. It hurts me knowing someone as beautiful as you is hurting deep enough to intentionally do it to try and mask the other pain. It will be hard to stop. But I think you can do it, I really do. Do it, not for me or your friends, but because I promised to meet you and when we do, I want you to smile and say you stopped for you. You might want to relapse and start after being clean for so long, but fight it. Show this shattered world that you are scarred but not broken.
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I just realized....I joined Wattpad on the two year anniversary of Mcr's break up. "Join Wattpad!" they said. "It'll be fun, you'll love it!" they said......@theinstantobsession and @Frank951815, thanks guys. I do love it on here...but you couldn't choose a different day to tell me to join? Still love you guys, but really.
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It's fine child, it's not like you can make me rejoin on the next horrid day in music history to come
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BACON
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@Frank951815 Let's have kids she said, It'll be fun she said, ......I blame your other mother for this....If other mother sees this, I love you and I tooootally didn't mean what I said.....
Jinglekitten
@Frank951815 But your other mother is a dinosaur!!!!!! Why not immitate her?? You know, shorten your arms and try to give hugs but realize you can't cuz..dino arms.
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HAI MOMMA
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BLODALOOLOO
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I apologize, my 'child' decided to have a little too much fun since I had this open....
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bloodaloodc
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The fact that this page might be the only thing I have left of you is killing me. Ellanah, please be ok
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@Frank951815 I really am sorry I made you worry, it's all my fault. I'll try to text you when I'm not so bad for your emotional state/well being. Again, so sorry. Really, I'm just one huge mental disaster that's gonna do some major damage if I let people get too close right now. Last time, sorry. I love you.
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@Frank951815 YOU'RE ALIVE! YOU'RE OK! WE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED. YOU DRIPPED OFF AND OH MY GOD