Rant alert!
I've been going through my work over the past few weeks and I have two constant thoughts looping in my head. I start reading a part, and I go, 'oh, this is awesome' and then I stare at it until the thought turns to 'yeah, this is crap'. The sad part is that the second thought is winning and I need my brain to stop doing that but I don't know how. I was in the middle of drafting a second book but I'm getting too discouraged to continue. It doesn't help that English isn't my first language and I keep doubting myself whenever I write something. And now I get anxious whenever someone reads my book. Is it weird that I want people to read my book, but I also don't want people to read it? Yeah, forget I asked. It sounds weird to me. I don't even where I'm going with this, but I decided to rant here since my friends and family won't understand.
Rant over. I'm going to bed. Good night/good morning/ good whatever time it is.