ᴡᴇɪʀᴅᴏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɴᴏ ɴᴀᴍᴇ.

i see myself in yotha.

overthinking.
          
          why am i overthinking over thinghs that shoulb be normal to do?
          
          Like i feel bad for breathing next to someone and i am scared that they will hear me.
          
          I feel bad for texting someone too much, i dont want to be annoying to them.
          
          I feel bad for eating, i do t want to get fat even tho i wont get fat from eating 'normal' or healthy.
          
          i hate to think about things that should be normal, things that humans do.
          
          Apologizing over and over again. I feel sorry for people around me.
          
          Overthinking.
          
          Just screw it, be yourself they say.
          
          Who am I? Who am I without it.

What is love?
          
          Is love something everyone needs?
          Is love just a feeling we crave for?
          Is love being possessive or jealous over The one?
          Is love just a way to symbolize that we are being liked by some people, friends or family?
          Who gave love the permission to be so good?
          But also, wo gave love the permission to hurt so bad?
          Love can't reach anything at all.
          If you love someone try your best or give up.
          Why do we need love? 
          Why can't we love each other qually?
          Why is there always someone better?
          
          Is it our mind, who decides what we think of love?
          Or do we all think love is the same?
          
          If you love someone what do you want them to be?
          Clingy, distant, funny, calm, weird, happy, depressive or just being themselves?
          
          Who decided what love is?
          We will never know.
          WE will never know who truly loves us.
          But thats okay, because in the end, we will all disappear.