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@Minzouayoongi ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ I don't wanna go there sis (⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠) but my faith I don't know where it will take me (⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

@Minzouayoongi It's okay zoya there is not your fault for not helping me you are really far but you know you are still remember me that's enough when I'm not being good friend with you and my other friends but you know i sometimes pray that the marriage is happened so if he will change one day if he will love me belive in me one day enough for me to stay their if he is behind me but if he doesn't want to stay with me too then...༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ here when a girl got married and if she could not able to adjust or stay people will talk bad my mom will be devastated she is already sick you know... Because of me and now I want only that if the man god selected for me will love and respect me then i can stay otherwise please god save me from there... What I can do right not everyone is perfect and I'm not perfect ok i know so why god decided to put me in this relationship where no one can be happy why... I feel mad sometimes you know I got panick attacks two times but no one knows that...༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ only god can help no one sis 

@Minzouayoongi I'm not really fine sis I even have to delete my Wattpad too ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ because of marriage and after so many hours chores i didn't left time but I had time lot when they didn't want me to watch my phone much I'm really upset because of this marriage i want to get Outta from there but because of my mom i can't ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ and there are many more reasons I don't feel comfortable with them their old culture their talking and my husband doesn't even talk with me rather than ordering me for house work he is mama's boy type that i never like... Please pray for me zoyi if you can that soon i can get out from their hell ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

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@Minzouayoongi I want to choose myself but what if i get wrong what if he is the right person and I'm being dificult for adjustment i don't understand anything sis .... My mom getting sick after listening that I'll not go there what will I do ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ I'm totally lost sister!

@Minzouayoongi How leave him sis... There is no one can help me my mom is emotional she doesn't want yet i leave him sis... If anyone stay with me in my side like shield then I will leave him many times ago but my cursed faith... I feel like trapped you know... I'll die soon don't worry because no one understands my situation here... If i die maybe then they will realise...

@Minzouayoongi You know i miss you all there on Insta my heart hurts everyday because how my life suddenly changed in most brutal way that I can't have contact with my online friends nor watch bts or phone anymore sometimes i thought that it's better to die rather being live like prisoner ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

@Minzouayoongi sadly yes (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠)

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