Update: I found her (I hope it doesn't sound scary)
If my research turned out right, you plan on majoring in psychology. I read your articles. The writing sounds like you. Everything I'll be saying here will be based on what I think I know about you (just some pieces I found here and there on the internet).
I feel so much relieved that you're alive and well (apparently).
From reading your articles, I noticed that you bloomed into a more mature woman and honestly, I don't think you will ever come back to continue your old stories. It seems as if there is a big gap between your old mentality and your actual mentality.
While I did my research, I noticed that you're someone who suffers from constant pressure everyday, and often feeling bad for not being the "little miss perfect" your mother expects you to be. Aubrey, I hope psychology it's what you really want, and not what your mother wants. (Deep down, I know it isn't. You seem really passionate about writing).
I wish you the best in life. And again, I am sorry if what I'm saying it's crazy. I found a girl whose information matches you, so naturally, I think it is you.