Hi! I just read your story! Amazing story! I am sorry about your grandmother... She must be very proud of you! She is watching you from heaven! But can I tell you something? I lost my grandmother too, about a year ago... And I think about her everyday! First month I cried every night. But then I decided that she wouldnt want me to be crying and stuff. She would want me to do like she would be alive, be happy. Live. Do things I love. And I think your grandmother would want you to do the same! Dont you think? Write, have fun, think about the good memories, but dont get stuck in the past and your loss :s hug x btw you are a very good writer! Love your story!