It's  just incredible how people who are so far away from you can make you the happiest person ever.

I am hopelessly in love with you and I am so fucking angry that I will never get to wake up next to your smile and notice how perfect you look while you sleep.

A smile could mean happiness 
 but other times it could be a mask

 To hide the pain that cracks
 the heart and breaks their spirit 

 Behind a smile could be 
 someone who feels unworthy

 Someone who doesn't love
 what they see in the mirror

 Whether they have regrets or insecurity 
 of who they are outward or inward 

 Everyone is beautiful and deserves happiness.

I don't know if it's the way you smile or the way presence makes my whole body tense. Whenever you look at me my heart freezes and I try to speak to speak, but nothing comes out. If only I knew why I feel this way; is it your smile or just the way you laugh when we talk. I have only heard of these kinds of feelings in fairytales. Could this be possible that I have found someone truly exceptional? Or could it be another high school romance? At this moment I don't care I feel something I have never felt before. Whenever you hold me the whole world seems to stop just for us. Whenever you kiss me my entire body warms and my knees get weak. Normally I wouldn't be the kind of girl to think of prince charming sweeping me off my feet; but this feels different, this feels right. You're all I think about and even the sweetest fantasy couldn't compare to you. You make me feel like I can be myself and that I don't have to change. Isn't that what true love is? Finding one person who loves you for who you truly are and can be. I know I am young but I am willing to take this chance. Are you?