JoanHermogeno1

Awesome and beautiful,try all clfern's story,
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JoanHermogeno1

I don't know what I'm feeling right now,, since the day I became a waanjai,,I prepared my self for the day that Mew and Gulf will have to separate ways because it's the reality,,and I always remind myself that they're not a real couple,,,but now that it's really happening,,I realized that it's kinda painful,, they are the first screen couple that I learned how to love,, they're the reason why I started to see love on a bigger picture,,when tharntype the series ended and they both said that they wanted to achieve all their goals individually,,I started to accept the reality just like everyone else,,,I know Mew for a fact that he's been hinting us that we needed to accept that mewgulf is long gone,,and he had enough of our illusion,,I understand that he needed to protect the person he loves,,,but I really hope he doesn't called us (waanjai) uneducated,,,I really wish he didn't give us a number to call to check our mental health,,and this is what hurts me the most,,,I admire him but using degrading words like those are too much,,,we only idolize him,we only admire him,we only support him but this is what we get,,,if I'm hurting this much,how about gulf??,,who always thankful to us(waanjai) for still there for them,,for always saying he loves us,, what would gulf feel if we (waanjai) we're being called uneducated and mental for being a fan??,, and now,,for some reason (I'm not sure),, should I finished my book(free with you) or should I delete it??,Im so lost right now....

JoanHermogeno1

@WillowsLair thank you,,I think I lost my self for a bit because of what happened,but after re- watching TTTS again,,I realized that I just missed them together and I'm so selfish for no reason,, why did I try to write and be brave to achieve one of my dreams to be a writer?,,it's because of them,, because I've watched them and learned to love them and started to support them,,I'm truly sorry for saying something that might offended you guys,, ,, I'll try to finish the story and write another one,, ✌️✌️✌️
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Dragontales140

@JoanHermogeno1 Mew didn't meant all fans he outburst his feelings s it's bad but his post regarding education and mental health meant for toxic fans... Pls don't come to a conclusion based on a post... S he did wrong but just coz of his single post will you forget how much he told in the past he love fans.... Hope you continue this story but it'll be ur decision at the end... Pls don't hate Mew just think he's suffering high time though what he's done is worse try to forgive him
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JoanHermogeno1

Now I got the feeling when other people say that no matter how hard they tried,seems their efforts are not enough. Today, right at this moment, while I'm writing these,,I got those feelings and I badly needed to cry but I held it in. I don't know what else they need from me when all I'm doing is what they wanted, but they're still unsatisfied.....(I'm balling my eyes out inside but I'm keeping a poker face outside))..

JoanHermogeno1

@waanjai4ever phi my (waanjai) heart hurts so much,, what should I do
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clownbird

@JoanHermogeno1 am glad to know this. We're doing fine, thanks for asking. Take care of yourself Nong. If it gets bad dm me  
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JoanHermogeno1

@waanjai4ever ,yes I'm ok now phi,, thanks for asking,,how about you and your family,I hope you're all safe and healthy..
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sreeja95

Heyyy, after long time ,you posted author. Great to see you after a long time.

JoanHermogeno1

@sreeja95 thank you,you too stay safe always 
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sreeja95

@sreeja95 It's alright,phi. Hope you are taking care of yourself.
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ShraddhaK5

When you update your awesome new chapter please can't wait next chapter please ❤️❤️

ShraddhaK5

@JoanHermogeno1 Take your time I can understand you and I can wait for your awesome update ❤️❤️
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JoanHermogeno1

@ShraddhaK5 thank you,I'm actually working on the next update, I apologize if it'll take some time because I'm writing between my free time at work,it's hard to find a full time to write..but I want to thank you so much for giving my story a time to read,even if it has a boring moments,,and it's nice to know you,, please have a little patience for the next update!!
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