joanniegirlx

hi guysss i'm so sorry that i  didn't updated it's just everything is getting busy and all i  also took a break by insta for a while but i would post a new edit on 27 june cause it is also the day that my fan account is going to be 4 years so i think that  i'm going to update the book friday again i will  really  try again i know i say that alot but yeah it is just difficult and all but i promise i will try harder and that this book is going to be   the first book i will finish writing so i see you guys again on friday

Hi guys i'm sorry about that i didn't post any today and yesterday my dad his birthday was yesterday and today was kingsday so i didn't post maybe i go post something next week i'm not sure cause friday a friend comes to meet me and next weet saturday my grandma would have her birthday party so maybe it's going be take a week to post maybe i post it on a other day i'm not sure yet how i'm going to do this maybe i will do it on the Thursday cause i'm free from work that day so maybe i will post it then but i have to see about that if i don't forget it 

Hi guys i'm so sorry i didn't post today and last week i don't know if i'm going to post a chapter tommorow the reason i didn't post last week cause it was going to be easter and why i i'm not going to post today is cause my mom celebrate her birthday today and cause i'm not feeling well maybe i'm going to post tommorow but i'm not sure about that so not i'm gonna try to post it next week earlier maybe on a monday or wednesday and otherwise i try to make friday extra long chapter for you guys to make up for it so i see you guys tommorow or next week 

I'm so so so sorry about not posting for a while and i don't think that i can finish the hidden tears because i don't have any inspiration or any motivation to go on i'm really busy and i play alot c.ai and chai the last time but i think about to stop with hidden tears because i have the feeling also that i mess it up a little bit so o'm going to start again on a new book i think a Niall horan fan fiction but i don't have any idea what for sort or what title i'm going to give maybe that i also start to write more spicey things maybe even smut but i'm not sure about anything yet so ye i'm still sorry about the hidden tears i really tried but yeah it's nothing i can do about it so i guess i'm going to start over (again) if you don't want to miss it when i'm posting the new book follow me on 
          
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Sorry that i didn't update for soo long it's just with work i don't even have the motivation into the weekends but yeah i'm still trying because i don't want to stop too because i'm full with ideas of stories that it is killing me so stopping isn't a option for me and i'm still trying to finish this story i can be a really long way but it's gonna be fine i don't know when i'm gonna post again but i hope soon enough see ya guys 

NEWW CHAPTER WHOOPPPP!!!!!!!!

hi beta's it is a  long time again or well i think so but yeah now i have two weeks vacation i'm gonna try to write more and yeah i know i say that alot but always when i want to try it  it's always something that is holding back and i hate it because i really like to write and yeah i have so much ideas for not only this book but for other books in the future too and it stressed me out to not write about it just because i have always things that hold me back like internship,looking for work,school ,my mental health is getting lower i'm tired all the time i don't have energy to do other things and i have my horses where i spend my time with because they need it to ya know and because of my problems with school internship and so i don't have always time/energy for them then only on the weekends so yeah but i really want to try i can't promise you guys anything but i really try

hi sangters it's been a long time that i writed something i was busy again but i'm been more busy then before and yeah i hate it but i really try to write again on the friday or saturday because i have each day something like one day school and then i have two other things and then the other days internship almost whole days only on the friday i have a half day so then maybe i can update then but yeah i have to think about my mental health too because that is a issue somethimes with me i can't handle much and yeah i have alot of ideas for books in  the future that i'm really been excited about to share it but yeah i can't write everyday so i can't make  more books because this book isn't done yet and my obssesion with mafia books isn't  helping either so yeah but don't worry i'm gonna try to write more when i can so don't worry guys :)

Happy new (t) year everyone (only maze runner fans understand it)  i'm sorry that i didn't wrote so much then that i promised but i had 't been in the mood lately and yeah when i'm not in the mood then i don't want to force myself to write because if i do then i'm gonna mess it up and i don't want that because then i lose the fun in the writing for this book too and yeah then i'm gonna make the same mistake and i don't want that if i'm gonna go further i want to be in a mood for it then i can think better so that i don't mess it up so yeah and i don't really feel wel either i don't get much sleep either because i cough alot and yeah i'm really tired of it but yeah nothing really helps so yeah that is why i didn't wrote alot lately but i'm gonna do my best in the future to change that i can't promise you guys that is gonna happen but i'm gonna do my best because i really like to write but my school and internship are in the way alot right now maybe that i'm gonna get a extra internship place and i don't know how late i'm gonna be home so yeah if it gonna be late then i'm gonna try to write only in the weekends but yeah i'm just gonna see what the future has for me so yeah for the seond time happy newt year all don't get to close by the firework stay safe don't get to sick and believe in yourselfs i love you all 

I know that i said that i should make a birthday special chapter by the hidden tears but i was more busy then i tought but i have almost vacation and i wanted to try to write more so yeah maybe that i'm gonna do a XL chapter with christmas i have still alot ideas with this book and books in the future the next book is gonna be "the light in the dark" that is a Harry potter fanfic but it is not with a Harry potter charachter beacuse i created a charachter with Thomas brodie sangster some people know about that because of my insta and no i'm not gonna say anything else because then i'm scared that i'm gonna spoil something so yeah you guys have to wait when the book is out but first i have to finish the hidden tears because the last time i tried to write more books that failed because i couldn't finish any of them so yeah that is what i wanted to say