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WHO THE HELL IS MAKING SKEPPY X HAYECH FANFICS???!! GO TO HELLL- I'm sorry- I HATE THIS SHIP- WHO ACTUALLY LIKES THIS- ಠ_ಠ YOU CAN LIKE THIS SHIP- BUT I JUST IN MY OPINION DON'T LIKE IT-
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I hate how whenever I get along with someone they always have to be a toxic one.
Genuinely.. And they'll usually say "I'm joking, you're so dramatic!".
And I hate that I can't open my mouth and say something back.
Genuinely, I let my friends hit and punch me all the time, And I do nothing about it, in the end it bruises because I have sensitive skin and they always say "I didn't hit you that hard".
I hate how my opinion matters to nobody. I hate how people I call friends are so fucking trashy and crappy.
I hate how left out I feel when it comes to being with friends.
I hate how there will always be a duo in the trio.
I hate when I'm left out of things.
:(
I don't feel good.
Sorry I just felt mad. I actually need new friends. If only I wasn't socially awkward
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Me because a guy who liked me in 5th Grade somehow got my number- something tells me it's one of my ex toxic friends which we will call J.
Anyways- I'm so lucky to have my Gf because tf you mean this guy started asking if I was single yet-?!!! Not only that but when I told her about it- SHE GOT SUSPENDED FOR 3 DAYS- AND SHE'S GOT LUNCH DETENTION AHAHHAHAHAHH APPARENTLY SHE PUNCHED THAT ASSHOLE DURING LUNCH I LOVE HER SMMMHHH ALSO I BLOCKED HIM AHAHAHAHAH :3333
Ty my precious gf- DEFINITELY A KEEPER. <3
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Low key love my Girlfriend. She sent me a plushie!! :3
I love her smmmmm AHHHHHH GOD I'M SP FLIPPING LUCKY
I love her chat :D <3
#ProfessionalGirlkisser
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I'm getting closer to thinking about committing.
What do I do??
I HATE EVERYTHING EVERYTHING IS SO FUCKING SHITTY
MY DAD IS SHITTY MY LIFE FEELS CRAPPY.
I'M GETTING TO THE POINT WHERE NO ITS NOT A FUCKING JOKE. ONE DAY I'LL DO IT- THEN WE'LL SEE WHO'S JOKING THEN
I HATE EVERYTHING ITS STUPID I WANNA SCREAM AND RIP MY HAIR OUT- I WANNA JUST DO IT AND NEVER WAKE UP.
HOW MUCH DO I HAVE TO KEEP GOING? HOW MUCH? ANSWER ME PLEASE. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO? MY DAD HATES ME. HE'S A FUCKING ASSHOLE. HE'S MY 4TH REASON WHY. I'M NOT JOKING. AS MUCH AS I WISH I WAS. why..?
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@Anonymous_Author163 thanks- just woke up after I spent all night crying. This actually made me feel better. I'll try! And I should really tell someone before I do something I'll regret. Thank you and It just made me realize that, yes, I do have people who care for me. And I guess I'll try and stick to things that make me happy and ignore these type of feelings I just felt so crappy. Sorry. But thanks rlly this made my morning feel better :D <3
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@Job_Application67 Hey. I'm sorry. As someone else with an asshole for a father, let me tell you, the last thing you should do is commit and let him win. Yes, things absolutely suck ass right now, and you have every right to feel as crappy as you do. But in the future, you'll be independent from him. If you don't give up now, you should even outlive him. Attempting to escape into nothingness will never, ever be worth it, especially when you'll bring pain to the people who care about you, who you could eventually live a real, good life with. Please, try to stick it out. Your father may have to live the rest of his life as a bitter dickhead, but you've got a future ahead of you that's so much better. And in the meantime, we're all here for you.
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...
I can't express how much I hate this feeling..
This overwhelming feeling..
I feel crappy whenever I wake up.
I'm.. getting tired.
How much longer do I have to keep walking until I collapse and never wake up?
How does it feel to have shitty friends...?
Ones that ignore you? Or...
Don't listen..
Or that just make you feel non-existent and invisible..
My 15th reason why.
Sometimes I have thoughts.
But there is always one in the back of my mind.
Those that I told myself I would do but never could ..
I hope I don't have to wait longer..!
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HOLY SHIT I COOKED AHHHH. I SPENT ABT 2 HOURS RENDERING- AND AN HOUR TRYING TO GET THE PROPORTIONS AND THE BODY RIGHT AHH I HATE SKETCHING BUT ITS SO PEAK AHHH BBH AS SUA FROM ALIEN STAGE HEHRR
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'hey so I saw your Wattpad-" NO YOU DIDN'T.
NU UH >:( YOU KNOW WHO U ARE-
NO U DON'T KNOW ME IRL - I'M SO EMBARRASSED :(((
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"it didn't even hurt"
Until it leaves bruises.
Until you start making me uncomfortable.
Until I start wondering why I'm still by your side.
Wondering why I stay.
Wondering why I care..
Wondering how you deserve my friendship.
How much longer do I hate to tell you.
Until you realize..?