Job_Application67

Uhh I'm moving tomorrow. So..

Job_Application67

You ought to know that
          I think we're one and the same
          I don't think we could help it
          No, I don't think we could help it
          We don't talk much
          Guess 'cause nothing has changed
          And I'm not sure I like it
          And I'm so tired of fighting
          If I told you, you know how to
          Go and break my heart in two
          'Cause I would anyways
          We'd end up like always
          You know me, you better show me
          That you could say it to my face
          'Cause you know we're the same
          There's worse things I can take
          I know you hate it
          When there's nothing to say
          I'm not quite sure we'd fix it
          Guess we're so used to it
          Wish I had known this
          From the beginning
          We find it hard to work out
          Why we have all this doubt
          If I told you, you know how to
          Go and break my heart in two
          'Cause I would anyways
          We'd end up like always
          You know me, you better show me
          That you could say it to my face
          'Cause you know we're the same
          There's worse things I can take 
          
          PERFECT PAIR IS PEAK not as peak as too little too late tho

Job_Application67

..I actually... am  slowly losing myself.  My mental health is getting worse and.. I can't keep those thoughts away. I want to cry I want to scratch at my skin until it bleeds.. 
          I don't think I can keep going but.. i.. i love her so much. And i know she'd hate me.. after all I promised to stay with her but I look closely.. our relationship isn't as well and beautiful as it seems in others perspectives. It's constantly her jealous and.. its getting out of hand. She's everything to me.. and im everything to her. In this world we only have each other. And.. I thought she was just mad at first but when she punched that guy.. I.. took it as a hint.. she's slowly losing herself too. To both of us.. we only have each other to depend and rely on, we are each other's halfs, we were MEANT for each other. Is what she told me. What do I do? I can never vent to anyone because they don't listen. Nobody ever does. Even my irl friends on discord ghost me. Who am I supposed to turn to talk to? I can barely look someone in the eye and talk to them, I can't speak up for myself because of my fear of judgment. I have social anxiety. I couldn't even speak up for myself. And it hurts. It hurts badly. ..

idkwhatonametis

But I understand. Your concern she love you very much. I see But a bit overly protective But hey! If anything slip under the line tell us.
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idkwhatonametis

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@Job_Application67 DAMN YOUR GF DID THE RIGHT THING Shit I would do too
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Job_Application67

@idkwhatonametis oh and what i meant about the guy getting hit its because an ex friend of mine gave him my number and he wouldn't leave me alone so she ended up punching that guy for being weird. Anyways.  I was thankful but its still wrong. I could've easily just blocked his number. Dw I did
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Job_Application67

I love badboyhalo smh I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE I LOVEE HIM. Not in a romantic way. I just feel like his PERSONA HIS PERSONA I still like his irl self dww. But I feel like I slightly relate to his person a :3

Job_Application67

@Job_Application67 wtf why is it just "person a" wtvh
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