JohnMoriJin
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whats up everybody im turning 16 soon. holy shit has it been crazy. my life is genuinely a stupid plot because what the hell.
anyway, wattpad was like a total important chapter in my life and it’s crazy that I’m here again in the exact same place I was 4 or 5 years ago. Situations have changed drastically. I have changed. I am no longer with my mom.
To summarize, I was going through a dark and admittedly edgy phase. Despite my cringe dark humor jokes online, it was actually really serious. My mom is not mentally stable. I think she’s bipolar, depressed and paranoid. She would say awful things to me and cry and scream and yell at me over the smallest things.
I thought about shooting up my school and then killing myself. I was in 6-7th grade. A girl sitting next to me saw what I wrote on my school iPad. Next thing ya know, I got sent to the mental hospital, lived in a group home, got fostered.
Now I’m officially adopted. I have new parents and an annoying older brother. I no longer have those dark thoughts.
I came back here just as a nostalgic gesture. I had a great time on here. I read… ahem. Stuff. And I made friends. Many times I have interacted with others, read their comments, and laughed. It was a lonely time in my life, and this place made me feel like I was a part of a community. I still wonder where those people are now. We’ve all grown now. I hope you’re all doing well.
Shixgami20
@JohnMoriJin damn bro glad you're doing better now! I hope youre family is treating you well now too! Best of luck for you in the future and your new family!
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JohnMoriJin
I’m going to leave my things as they are and maybe even add on to it. All the cringy comments and stuff I read. It’s all on display somewhere. I’m even gonna leave my old bio as it is. It’s embarrassing but kinda nice.
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