Yo guys!
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Long time, no read, yeah? I apologize, I've been dealing with a lot of things lately. Today especially, is the anniversary of a good friend's passing, and recollecting who I am, I knew I had to come back to this site to try again at least. I knew I wasn't a failure, but I felt bad for leaving you all hanging for... half a year, wow.
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If any of you are still here, and I saw a good handful of you are, from yesterday, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving without saying anything. I'm sorry for being a bad content creator.
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Now to where I've been: I've been dealing with a lot of suicidal thoughts, which isn't too different from where I was before, but it's gotten a lot worse. Worse to the point where I'm not doing well in school at all, and I have a psychiatrist now. I'm doing better at the moment, but getting through tonight will prove to be harder than anything else this year. That's the same thing every year, but last year wasn't as hard. I had someone close to me, but this year, I don't have someone to really lean on. That doesn't matter, what matters is that I'm back now, and ready to commit. Committed to working as a student, a content creator, and a friend to you all. I've seriously fallen low this year, but I'm hopeful things will get better! I know they will, just have to keep moving forward. I love you all, @ikogon is working on a cover rn for the next installment of the Hearts of Light series, and I am excited to release it!
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As you saw, I've updated MMO with 4 new parts including all I promised and a little more if you want to work for it ;) I am more than thrilled to continue this story with you all. Here's to a better and filled future. Here's to more stories and one-shots. Here's to all I have planned to share and grow with you all. Here, is to my love for all of you and your support. Keep moving forward.
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-- Sincerely, John Melody 4/28/19