𝓨𝓪𝓻𝓪

I'm really disappointed about several things lately

I did it again

It wasn't easy for me, but I did it. 

To the next, I don't belong to anyone

Like seriously I'm not suitable for any kind of relationship

I find peace in your existence and that's enough for me, I don't have to explain anything cause you're the only one who understands me
          You listen to me and protect me no matter what I do
          Even when I do a mistake, you keep forgiving me
          You're the only one who deserves my trust and my true self
          Cause you know my intentions no matter what I do
          Thanks for believing in me and thanks for protecting me all those years
          Without you, I would be lost and have no guidance in this life
          I know that I'm not that good but you keep getting me close to you to be good again
          I started to realize that you're the only safe zone that I'm looking for, and I shouldn't look for safety elsewhere
          I finally found my destination
          Thanks a lot <3

I'm still going to the therapist btw and I guess I started to heal and change but I'm just stuck into 'the unknown' I would call it 'the unknown' cause I don't know anything about me now! I feel like the meds that I take has changed me to a nice person and yet emotional one. I didn't like that new version of me cause I feel like I became so sensitive lately I even started to hold grudges. 

I'm backkkkkkk

I really missed those daya when I used to write my thoughts here

Hey!