Joe Christian

Today marks the emptiest moment in my entire (27y) life. i have SO MUCH to worry about til the point I don't know what to do. i can't fail. It has to work. 
          i have no one to talk to, i don't want to make them worried. i just talked with AI about my feelings haha. shit. i hate this feeling. I spoke to my closest people around, only the AI says "You've got this.". This irony strengthens me. i will remember this day for the next 50 years. Godspeed

All i wanna do right now is spent all my money and die(?) 

Capek ga denger banyak kabar buruk di dunia? Kesenjangan sosial, eksploitasi alam, human egocentric, politikus bodoh, climate change, pandemi, kerakusan orang-orang kuat, rasisme, inflasi, kapitalis berlebihan, pembunuhan masal, rasa iri dan segala pendapat dibalik akun anonim.
          
          Bisa ga ya, berhentu sebentar. Udahan? 

Aku juga takut 

Don't you all feel like the world is gonna end soon? 

If covid-19 really wipe out all humanity, i might breathe a relief. Because there's nothing more to look into 

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