I'm still in denial, I somehow can't believe that they're gone....I am not angry but seeing how the channel was deleted was so crushing...- at least I felt that way. It was said from the very beggining that it would be gone. I'm still sad, I'm even crying, but I'll try my best to let go. Of the channel, of all the videos on it. I, we, have only memories of what it once was. And merch YES! but I bet not everyone was able to buy some. It sucks to be me with a bad memory, I just- I'll try my best. Everyone will, I know it...
It will be a hell of a ride for me trying to get to the last and final step of grief.
>> Denial
> Anger
> Bargaining
> Depression
> Acceptance
Life goes on. And most of the time - it isn't fair.
Memento Mori