JongSoul_DUH

lwk didnt even say anything abt it but ITS BEEN 8 HRS AS OF NOW SINCE THE ENHYPEN CONCERT AND I SERIOUSLY MISS THEM SM. ♾️/10 experience, fs WILL go again w better seats cuz they promised to come back for a third time. But genuinely ever since i left that concert ive felt so calm and like fucking relaxed omg. On the car ride home i immediately open the ending performance (SHOUT OUT) and i actually burst out crying and full on sobbing omg.. 
          
          I miss sunoo bro my fucking baby 

Hopefully by June 2027(yes 2027), I’ll be publishing 2/4 of my books I’ve been trying to work on although the progress is still very little. I wouldnt say tht i hve enough motivation to write but since my summer break is coming up I’ll have more free time and honestly I’ve been proof-reading and fixing the few chapters I have in drafts rn. 
          
          The first 2 books will be Soulseob(p1h) & Hyunin(skz). And hopefully the following year after (2028 idk wht month yet or maybe even 2029) I’ll publish my other 2 (Sunsun and Jaywon(both enha)). Depends on my motivation.
          If you read ts & dnt say anything thts okay but having ur opinions on whether or nt you wld be interested in reading any of the books is wht wld motivate me more to click the publish button</3 
          
          I think thts it?

TS FEELS LIKE AN EXISTENTIAL CRISIS. CUZ LIKE enha is infact coming to MY city but without heeseung it feels so wrong omfg. Enha came to my city 3 yrs ago and i rlly wnted to go but i went to another event tht day so i ws busy and cldnt. And if i went now then my first enha concert wld be an ot6 concert? I DONT like ts concept (im genuinely thinking of going bc who knows if they ev do come bck to my city tho and i dnt get to see any of them at all?) 
          
          needed to let tht out guys</3

my friend held hands w my crush and told our other friend nt to tell me(ofc she told me either way). and its stupid cuz i GET tht u dnt wnt to possibly hurt me or wtv but it makes it worse if ur hiding it frm me? it makes me feel the need to NOT trust u? and it also makes me feel like i cnt be trusted either? ANYWAYSS I NEEDED TO LET THT OUT

MY SISTERS 16TH WOMB EVACUATION DAYYY(bday ofc) i love her sm guys

i just watched the skz movie w my bsf and omlll. words cannot explain how good it ws so ♾️/10 wld recommend bc it rlly helps u open ur eyes and think. i ws smiling so hard and i cried a lot</3 i cried bc they helped me realize so so much more than they already have. they showed a lot of tracks and the part where i cried the MOST ws CINEMA i fear(for obvious reasons)

my school had a protest(against ICE) today and i joined ofc but bro oml it ws so good at first and then things got so bad but i'd do it all again 

MY FRIEND SAW PIWON LIKE 2 DAYS AGO AND SHE GOT NOTICED BY KEEHO AND THEO(HER ULTS BTW.) IM SO PROUD OF HERRR

the urge to start writing my books bc the plots r getting even better in my head are so so strong rn

uhmmm so danielle(njz) terminated her contract i think. we shldve seen ts possibly coming but its still shocking to me omfg..