@JonnietheLoner I know it's a bit late to write this but.... please consider your actions you really aren't alone and trust me this is coming from a girl who has depression and social anxiety we all are here for you even if you can't see or hear us we really care about your well being and how you feel, never forget that people love you, I hope your alright.
And I know we barely know each other but I can't stand when people feel like giving up when they have so much to offer, so much to share with others.
I'll say this once again you are loved by so many people so please never give up hope.