Jordan_mackenzie

Yo, I finally have a new phone where I can update!! So sorry to anyone who asked for an imagine. I will try my hardest to get it up before next week. Again super sorry!!

Jordan_mackenzie

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Last Saturday, I woke up thinking how great my day would be, my little brothers birthday was the next day, and we were going to celebrate. I woke up, and everything I saw broke my heart. "Christina Grimmie shot and killed" My heart dropped, it was all a dream. Then I realized it wasn't a dream. My heart broke for the fans that were there, her brother who was with her, for her parents, for anyone that was there. All because some deranged fan thought "if I can't have her, no one can." Did you know, that where that man worked, other people made fun of him for his obsession. That doesn't help someone who's already planning on marrying someone they don't even know! We need to stop and think about the people we make fun of. It doesn't have to be someone obsessing over a famous person, it can be anyone. Anyone who thinks no one likes them, anyone who gets made fun, anyone who's the joke of the school. Anyone could do this. So stop making fun of people who others think are strange, or different. It's not guns that kill people, it's people that kill people. A gun can't hold a grudge against someone, a gun can't wake up and think "oh I'm gonna kill this person" A gun can't pull the trigger. It's people. So please try and think about people you pass. Christina you are already missed so much. My heart goes out to your family, your fans, anyone that loves you. See you soon beautiful girl.

Jordan_mackenzie

The world lost a beautiful girl last night. It amazes me how senseless people can be. Praying for your family, and everyone involve. You will be missed Christina  as Cole Labrant said earlier, it's not "rest in peace" it's "live in peace." See you soon beautiful girl

Jordan_mackenzie

What no one understands about death...it doesn't get better. Everyday there will be something that reminds her of the one she lost. Every single day. She has people who expect her to be over it in a day. Life doesn't get easier once they've been gone a while, it may carry on, but it definitely does not get easy. If she cries, everyone acts as if she's a ticking time bomb. So she keeps it all in, she keeps it to herself. Nobody cares about her feelings, they just need her to be who she was before it all happened. So she puts on a smile, gives everyone a piece of her. She fakes her way through life. But she's the one who cries herself to sleep at night, she's the one who needs someone. But nobody can help a girl who's lost someone who means the most. How do you help someone who will only cry? Maybe she needs to cry in front of someone, maybe it will let her set everything free. Maybe she can slowly start to breathe again. But she can't, she has to put on a show. And the day she finally explodes, the day she releases it all, then you will know...all she needed was someone who cared, someone who would let her, let her guard down, someone who wouldn't expect her to be everything she was before.