Just deleted my bio from a year ago. My 14 yr old self is cancer. I think the tumor has shrunken a little bit now.
When I was first introduced to writing, I was basically forced. All of a sudden I'm writing stories and looking up metaphors, hyperboles, and all that writing junk. I hated it. so much. It made me so stressed, I wanted to kms. I had zero passion. Just because  I had "decent grammar", doesn't mean I'm automatically amazing at writing stories.  Story telling isn't just about grammar, its about creative thinking, active imaginations and pretty much passion. I lacked those qualities. So when I was expected to be amazing at it, it made me go insane. So when I didn't need to write anymore I completely stopped. Writing stories just gives me horrible memories. I only write when it's needed for school. I still despise doing it.
One day I'll stop getting triggered and actually make an effort to write a story. One day.
TLDR: i hate writing and enjoy reading