JoshSpaceal

I haven't been on here for a while a lot has happened to me since the last time some was bad some was good I got really sick and really depressed I did some stupid stuff to myself that I regret but I'm back for now I'm going to start writing storys about some of the stuff that has happened to me 

I'm bored who wants to talk to me and Ryder 

So Ryder and me are bored

Im back 

There is no one to save me if i dont have any one there. Who would save me there is no one. I have no one now and i'll have no one later. 

every day i wake up put a smile on my face and tell every one its OK I'm fine when really I'm breaking inside its to bad no one ever takes the time to notice

I might act like im happy but on the inside I am hurting and wanting to give up

I smile to cover my frown. I laugh so you cant hear me crying inside. u put me through the most pain and u don't even know your doing it </3

Its funny how much pain one person can take before they give up. The people thats around them dont even know. The saddness they feel just grows bigger and bigger in them. Till one day they cant handle it and just gives in to it.

Random Poetry 
          
          Making me laugh when I didn't even want to smile was one of your best skills. And now I have to force a fake smile across my face every single day when in reality the only thing I want to do is cry. I messed things up. I miss you.