@Joshua_Blanker
Sometimes I feel like a monster,
I didn't want to be this way,
I was made this way.
The voices in my head scream YES,
but the voices in my heart whisper "no"
and they come together to say:
"It deasn't matter anymore"
Do as you like
Can I fall asleep
and never wake up?
Can I get stuck
in anothet hell?
In a nightmare
created in the back of my mind?
I can't see anymore light...
And these dark tunnels...
are killing my valor
and instaling those needs
for suicidal deeds.
Please tell 'em you
have no plans for me...
I will set my soul in fire.
What have I become....
I'm sorry
Tak ti přeji krásné a šťastné...
Ou...
Oh, wait... Nevermind, my bad.
Just continue your day, life, or whatever... Like nothing happend just now
Dobrou noc
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Try livin' in the world without color
Everyday could we know nothing other,
...
Is this just me,
'cause I feel like this is not how it should be.
But the conclusion is this,
if you were to go, you will be missed.
...
One day it'll... get better...
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Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I'm alone
...
Let it be said what the headache represents
It's me defending in suspense
It's me suspended in a defenseless test
Being tested by a ruthless examiner
That's represented best by my depressing thoughts
I do not have writer's block my writer just hates the clock
It will not let me sleep I guess I'll sleep when I'm dead
And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head
...
My mind's ship-wrecked this is the only land my mind could find
I did not know it was such a violent island
Full of tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions
They're trying to eat me, blood running down their chin
And I know that I can fight, or I can let the lion win
I'm so afraid of what you have to say
'Cause I am quiet now and silence gives you space.
I, I'll never be, be what you see inside
You say I'm not alone, but I am petrified
You say that you are close, is close the closest star?
You just feel twice as far, you just feel twice as far.