JoyEclaire

why cant i be able to see stars at night? is it because i probably wont appreciate it much or because i probably cant see its 5 pointy parts anyways?

" I keep looking for a job but whenever it suits me, I always dont have the colafications"
          
          "really? COLA-fications? yeap. original ,dude."
          
          welp i literally felt this ALL the time scouting through vacancies all over the web for my area. like what, you expect everyone capable of the job MUST be in uni or college?? what happened to 'test the true abilities on the field'? 
          
          i dunno dude, there are just lots and lost of people with hidden potential, and this qualification crap is overrated. 
          
          i dont mean it means nothing. hell, years of studying and it means nothing? even id flip the tables.
          
          i mean that not every soul that lives go through a course and actually live by what the course is all about. Engineering student into arts related profession, accountings student into what? philosophy, idk many other examples. 
          
          it means you smart but dont mean you can take the job full-on. 

People get adrenaline or whatever from coffee to get ready for the fresher day.
          
          Meanwhile I drink coffee and i feel like finally i can not give af to all my probs and go to sleep, dreamland or not.
           #whatiswrongwithme
          
          Oh well, you gotta stay unique. Not everyone drinks coffee to go to sleep, right?

My internet just has the tendency to be slow af when i talk to people
          
          It wants me to be anti social
          
          It wants me all to itself.
          
          And here i thought I could trust it. *sulks from phone*    *still on wattpad*

"What happened to making my soul and my bedroom my sanctuary?" I asked me
          "I dunno, my own laziness?" I answered myself.
          
          time to get things done before I get to the day of my first official job ever.

funny how eggs have freckles.

It is 6 am and i cleaned my study so that me and mom can exercise in there. Glad to find that i can use just eggs and cabbage for breakfast, courtesy of Google.
          Gonna use laptop for any exercise vid. 
          Whaddaya suggest? 
          * back then i used lesmills body jam cd, and now i lost that cd.

I dont care if I am not famous on twitter or youtube or instagram.Thisss whollleee wallll here, is my sanctuary of my thoughts. officially.

WHERE DO PEOPLE ON WATTPAD EVEN FIND THOSE PICTURES THAT SOOOOO SUITS THEIR BOOKS?? 
          *someone please explain.

akay so I like checked pics of hot guys in tuxedoes on google and wow. I AM NOT UNIMPRESSED. I AM SUPAH DUPAH AMAZED. it took me a while but i found what i was looking for. THÈ TOP MODELS ARE THÈ DREAM GUY I AM LOOKING FOR. okay so maybe there is conpletely no chance of, you know, anywhere getting to know them (or marriage) like in books in wattpad. BUT. they showed me how we must look for perfection NOT because perfection exists, but there is such a thing as TRYING OUR VERY BEST. And that, is what I think defines perfection: effort. TADA. Need names?  here it is: DAVID GANDAY, SEAN O'PRY, CHRISTIAN HOGUE, MATT GORDON, FRANCIS CADIEUX. * although david ganday is 40+, he steals my attention much. 
           #lets just hope our 'scale' when looking for life partner is not jeopardized by these mermerizing hot creatures#